How much easier this good bye would be if only I could manage to hate you
Despise you
Stop wondering if instead I do actually love you
I wish that my feelings for you were flimsy plastic palleable into something...nothing...
That's what I wish I wish I felt nothing for you then I could walk away without a second thought
I could say no to your calls & ignore your texts...
Because I'm somewhere halfway between love & like I'm not able to walk away...instead I'm standing in this door way, one foot in one out, and I'm not sure which way I should go...
If I move ahead and walk away what am I leaving behind, but if I stay after you've hurt me so deeply what am I saying to you? Hurt me as much as you'd like because my love for you outweighs my common sense?
How much easier it would be if you simply made me hate you despise you...then I'd know which way to go...but because I'm somehwere between like & love I'm standing here missing you and I've not even walked away....
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